I have an oral final exam in Japanese. I have to memorize 2 pages worth of tiny, tiny kana. So much memorization that every time I look at it I feel my soul die a little. I’m so exhausted that I can’t get myself to even feel the normal panicked feeling I have the night before an oral exam. Nope. I have memorized one section of it, out of 4 sections. It’s 11:30.
I’m so tired. I slept 4 hours last night, because our baby puppy was up all night crying. She misses her brother and sisters and mama and papa, I guess. She’s asleep right now, but I know as soon as I attempt to sleep she’ll be fully awake. In 12 hours I will be taking this exam. I hate myself for not studying at all until now. I have been so excited about the puppy that I have thought of little else.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHH. I’m going to memorize the rest of this section, look over another section, then I’m going to sleep. There’s no way I can stay up all night, again. And since I will be done with the exam by noon, I can walk Bernard and Risu afterwards, which gives me more time in the morning to study. THERE. JUSTIFICATION for my sleeping when I should be studying.
AWWW. She’s kicking her little corgi feet while she’s dreaming. Her eyelids keep fluttering open. SHE IS SO CUTE. She has to hop through the grass when I take her outside because her legs are too little to walk through it. And Bernard is at the end of the bed and he’s twitching in his sleep, too. Dogs are so cute. ILOVETHEM. Okay, studying a little and sleeping. That’s the plan.